Clara Hughes2026A memoir
A Memoir by a six-time Olympic medallist
She trained for decades to push through pain. This is the story of what it took to stop, and to ask for help.
The core idea
Clara Hughes is a Canadian athlete who won six Olympic medals in cycling and speed skating, and a long-time public advocate for mental health. Learning to Breathe picks up after her racing years, when the habit of pushing through pain kept drawing her to gruelling hikes and long bikepacking trips. In 2021 a serious knee injury, the hot flashes and mood swings of menopause, and the return of her depression brought her to a stop. Finding little support for menopause in conventional care, she looked further: to a women's health specialist, to somatic therapy and breathwork, and to guided psychedelic-assisted therapy, which she describes with humour and candour. The memoir follows her back to childhood trauma she had spent decades outrunning, and toward mended relationships, a gentler way of moving, and a new start in midlife. It follows her earlier memoir, Open Heart, Open Mind.
For most of her life the answer to pain was more effort. Training through it won medals, and after she retired, moving through it became her public message about mental health. This book is about the day that answer stopped working: when her knee, her hormones and her mood all said stop at once, and she had to listen instead.
It is not a training plan or a treatment guide. It is one athlete's account of turning toward what she had spent years outrunning, and of learning to treat movement as care rather than punishment.
Overriding your body is a sport skill. Used everywhere, it hides pain until something breaks.
Injury, menopause and depression arrived together. A forced pause showed her what effort had covered up.
Finding care that fit, going back to where the pain began, and mending relationships along the way.
Interactive · the pause check
Athletes like Hughes learn to ignore the signals this tool asks about. Take one minute of slow breathing, then answer six quick questions about today. You get a plain call: go, go easy, or pause. Save it and watch two weeks of days build up.
A reflection tool, not medical advice or a substitute for professional care. It does not diagnose anything. If you are in danger or thinking of harming yourself, call your local emergency number now. In Canada, call or text 9-8-8.
Step 1
Follow the circle: it grows as you breathe in and shrinks as you breathe out. Breathe through your nose if you can. Stop if you feel dizzy.
Step 2
Answer for today. Green is clear, amber is worth watching, red is a stop sign. Nothing you choose leaves this browser.
Answer all six to get today's call.
GoGo easyPauseNot checked in
Concept anatomy
Cyclists read a race by its profile: where it climbs, where it drops. Here is Hughes' road from her first medals to this book. The peaks were public. The memoir is mostly about the valley.
HourLife's names for the turns the book takes, in order.
Pain is something to override. It works in sport, and leaks into everything else.
Movement as medicine becomes her message, and also her way to keep running.
A knee injury, menopause and returning depression take the running away.
Offered little for menopause, she looks further: a specialist, breathwork, guided therapy.
Childhood pain faced, movement as care not punishment, a midlife restart.
Community insights
01HourLife takeaway
Hughes built two Olympic careers on overriding what her body told her. The memoir asks what that habit did once the racing stopped and there was no medal to make the pain worth it.
02HourLife takeaway
After retiring she championed movement as medicine for mental health. Yet the pull toward ever longer hikes and bikepacking trips kept wearing her down. The same habit can help you heal or help you hide, and only you can tell which it is today.
03HourLife takeaway
In 2021 a serious knee injury took away the thing she used to cope. With nowhere to run, the feelings she had kept at a distance caught up with her. A forced stop is painful, and it is also information.
04HourLife takeaway
Hot flashes and mood swings arrived at the same time as her depression came back. She found little support for what menopause was doing to her. If your mood shifts in midlife, it is worth asking a clinician about hormones as well as mood.
05HourLife takeaway
Hughes had spoken publicly about depression for a long time. Its return showed that recovery is not a finish line you cross once. Noticing it early and asking for help again is the skill.
06HourLife takeaway
The memoir describes conventional care that had little to offer her for menopause. She kept looking rather than settling. Advocating for yourself, with notes, questions and a second opinion, is part of getting well.
07HourLife takeaway
The long stillness after her injury brought back childhood trauma she had spent decades outrunning in sport. Coping skills get you through the day. Looking at the roots is what changes the pattern.
08HourLife takeaway
She describes her guided psychedelic-assisted sessions with humour and alarm by turns, alongside somatic therapy and breathwork. This is her story, not a recommendation: such therapy is still experimental and tightly regulated in most places, Canada included. Talk to a clinician before considering any treatment.
09HourLife takeaway
The book ends with mended relationships, new ones, and old fears faced. Hughes changed course in midlife. You can begin again at any age, with your body as a partner rather than a tool.
Action steps
Write down three times in the last month you overrode a signal from your body or mind: pain, exhaustion, a low mood. Next to each, note what it cost you afterwards.
Pick two signs that mean you rest today, such as pain that changes how you move or less than five hours of sleep. Write them on a card or in your phone and follow them before you start any hard session.
Call your doctor, a women's health clinic or a mental-health service this week. Bring a short written list of what has changed: mood, sleep, energy, pain and, if it applies, your cycle.
In your phone notes, write one person you can call, your doctor's number and your local crisis line. In Canada that is 9-8-8, by call or text; anywhere, if you are in danger, call your local emergency number.
Choose someone you trust and tell them how you are really doing, not the race-day version. Ask them to check in with you in a week.
Before a workout or a big push at work, take one minute of slow breathing with a longer out-breath. Then ask whether today calls for going hard, going easy or resting.
Each week, turn one session you would normally attack into an easy one. Notice whether you feel guilty, and what the guilt is saying.
Each evening, write one line: sleep, pain, mood and energy. Read the week back on Sunday and take the log to your next appointment.
Go for one walk, ride or swim a week with no watch, no distance and no pace. Move only for as long as it feels good.
Strength is also knowing when to stop, and asking for help before the finish line.HourLife note after Clara Hughes
If you are struggling, you do not have to wait for a breaking point. Talk to your doctor, or in Canada call or text 9-8-8 at any hour.
Pick setup actions and daily habits from Learning to Breathe: A Memoir, choose a start date, and download a printable checklist with real calendar pages.
Clara Hughes is a Canadian athlete who won six Olympic medals in cycling and speed skating, and a long-time public advocate for mental health. Learning to Breathe picks up after her racing years, when the habit of pushing through pain kept drawing her to gruelling hikes and long bikepacking trips. In 2021 a serious knee injury, the hot flashes and mood swings of menopause, and the return of her depression brought...
HourLife’s key takeaways include: Pushing through pain wins races, and it can quietly cost you everything outside them. Movement can be medicine, and it can also be a way to outrun what hurts. The injury that stops you may be the first honest pause in years.
It's a strong pick for readers exploring Resilience & Mental Strength and Therapy & Mental Health. HourLife distills its core idea into key insights and practical actions worth trying.
List the times you pushed through — Write down three times in the last month you overrode a signal from your body or mind: pain, exhaustion, a low mood. Next to each, note what it cost you afterwards.
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